Reflections

Reflections


I left Dallas almost 2 years ago seeking a change. A change of scenery (or any scenery at all really), change of career, and a new mix of people. Not to say my life in Dallas wasn't wonderful, but I had let it turn into an ordinary existence.

While in California, I had the opportunity to live far away from what felt comfortable. I met 3 people who made a huge impact on that experience. Jessica, Nathan, and Russell. In their own ways, they helped me grow while letting me into their lives.

My time in Kentucky has been even more touching. Not just because I've been here longer, but also because of the people who have come into my life during that year. I've helped people along with their careers, and have had people help me along with mine. I've met the gay men who complete me. (oh us!) I've met Ashley who can find humor in a single tear, "other people's misery," and rushing out to Graeter's before our show starts. I've met Chester who despite his flaws, has an enormous heart. Friendlsylvania, Fay Fay, Marikka's, and all the inside jokes.

And yet with all that went on here, I had people re-enter my life from back home. God bless myspace! I've reconnected with old high school friends. Near and dear to my heart, I've reconnected with my guy friends from college. After nearly a 4 year hiatus, we're back to our old shenanigans and some new ones too.

Now that I'm packing up my life here, I'm thinking about what it will be like to move back. I'm moving in with my parents until after the holidays to save and find a home that suits me. I thought moving back to Allen would bring back so many memories, but I don't even recognize it. My parents' church is turning into the next 6 Flags over Jesus, new stores on every corner,...even traffic getting out of our neighborhood is a sign of the growth.

What I'm most looking forward to, is being close to my parents, Pepper, Daryl, Jay, Robyn and the girls, Gared, Crazy Stephanie, and the Fossil kids.

I really can't predict what life is going to be like moving back. I think it will be different than 2 years ago. I'm going to work hard for a more meaningful life, not let anyone/anything define me, and continue to understand who MB is supposed to be.

So here's to new beginnings!